What is this voice inside of me that keeps on saying “I want to die”?
It scares me.
Do I really want to die?
Is it my fate to pass over even before I pass the age to get off my dad’s health insurance plan?
I hope not.
But the voice that wants to die is so loud…
to make itself heard and make me FEEL the pain in those words
I justify the dialogue by saying
“It’s just an aspect of my personality that wants to die.”
But how can I be so sure
that those words
“I want to die”
don’t mean all of me?